Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Righteousness

We come together by broken dreams
Maybe a little ragged
Somewhat torn
Righteousness

Our families are apart
Hearts broken
Have no money
Maybe no home

No shoes for our feet
Clothes all wrong
We say the wrong thing
We do not belong

We had promises that were broken
We are trapped in our own web
Some want fame and money
Other's want passion and romance

We thirst for righteousness
Our conscience has to be clean
We want to enter in the darkness of our world
Make it alright.

Earth does not satisfy
And neither does treasures
But promises matter
Only heaven will do


"Copyright 2015 angel plant all rights reserved."

Thoughts For Today

I have a hole in my heart.  The wound is fresh.  And I am angry at myself.  But that is not why I hurt so much. The one I love is hurt because of me. I thought I knew what he was trying to tell me. But clearly I did not.  But my best friend explained everything to me. But now it may be to late.

If he does not forgive me and give me another chance. Then I don't know how I will be able to go on.  I love him so much and never wanted to hurt him or anyone else.  So now I have a hole in my heart. He thinks I did something that I did not do and does not believe me.

So all I can do is pray that God will answer my prayer and let him know I did not do it. If not I have lost the most important person in my life. I don't own him nor do I want to. I know he has other friends and I am glad even though he thinks I am jealous. I'm not, I just don't want him to be hurt.

He gave me something I never thought I would have. Never thought I was good enough to have. I have been hurt so many times. I never trusted anyone. Until I met him. I never knew what love was until I met him.  Part of me is broken. The rest of me is bitter.  I want to cry and I do a lot.  But I also will fight for what is right.

My tears as they fall are hot.  Because they come from my heart.  And there is a fire growing in my heart.  Fire of anger that I don't like. Now I have to ask do I give up?  Or heat it up. I won't give up!!
My heart has to heal.  So I will pray and ask God to help me.

I am human I make mistakes.  Sometimes I say and do the wrong things. But I am not bad. When I love I love all the way. I try to help others in any way I can.  There are things I do and say that I regret. But if I know I did it, I tell the person or people that I am sorry. I am not perfect.


If you can find it in your heart to forgive me. You won't be sorry.  I do love you with all my heart. I just want you to be happy and we be like we were at first.  I have not lied to you. I have told you anything you wanted to know about me.


I do not know how things are in your country but I am trying to learn. So I won't say or do the wrong thing.  I will never stop loving you. No matter what you do. Your my heart. I love you.


"Copyright 2015 angel plant all rights reserved.

To the only one I love
You're my everything
I am so sorry
Adnane ABBA