If he does not forgive me and give me another chance. Then I don't know how I will be able to go on. I love him so much and never wanted to hurt him or anyone else. So now I have a hole in my heart. He thinks I did something that I did not do and does not believe me.
So all I can do is pray that God will answer my prayer and let him know I did not do it. If not I have lost the most important person in my life. I don't own him nor do I want to. I know he has other friends and I am glad even though he thinks I am jealous. I'm not, I just don't want him to be hurt.
He gave me something I never thought I would have. Never thought I was good enough to have. I have been hurt so many times. I never trusted anyone. Until I met him. I never knew what love was until I met him. Part of me is broken. The rest of me is bitter. I want to cry and I do a lot. But I also will fight for what is right.
My tears as they fall are hot. Because they come from my heart. And there is a fire growing in my heart. Fire of anger that I don't like. Now I have to ask do I give up? Or heat it up. I won't give up!!
My heart has to heal. So I will pray and ask God to help me.
I am human I make mistakes. Sometimes I say and do the wrong things. But I am not bad. When I love I love all the way. I try to help others in any way I can. There are things I do and say that I regret. But if I know I did it, I tell the person or people that I am sorry. I am not perfect.
If you can find it in your heart to forgive me. You won't be sorry. I do love you with all my heart. I just want you to be happy and we be like we were at first. I have not lied to you. I have told you anything you wanted to know about me.
I do not know how things are in your country but I am trying to learn. So I won't say or do the wrong thing. I will never stop loving you. No matter what you do. Your my heart. I love you.
"Copyright 2015 angel plant all rights reserved.
To the only one I love
You're my everything
I am so sorry
Adnane ABBA
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